Appears on VULGAR (2003)
Length 1:47
Lyrics by
Composed by Dir En Grey
⇵ Japanese ⇅


心が叫んだ どうせ聞こえない左耳の様にバカにしてるんだろう


答えはきっとある のたうち回って生きる意志を今さらけ出してみろ

⇵ Rōmaji ⇅

Baka wa omae da yo honne o kakushita majime na furishita buta sa
Nanimo kikoetenai nanimo tsutawaranai koko wa mujun shita basho sa

Kokoro ga sakenda Dōse kikoenai hidari mimi no you ni baka ni shiterundarō

Sonna yatsu dake janai no mo shitteru subete wa motomerarenai
Demo ore wa ima mo koe karashi nagara kusarikitta omaera ni…

Kotae wa kitto aru Notauchimawatte ikiru ishi o ima sarakedashitemiro
Yogorete shimaeba daremo ga issho sa

⇵ Official Translation ⇅

You're the one that's stupid. You're a pig; acting all honest but you hide your true self.
Can't hear anything, can't feel anything. This is a place of contradiction.

My heart screamed out, you make fun of me like you make fun of my dead left ear

I know everyone isn't like that, but I can't accept everything.
So I still, even now scream out in a hoarse voice to all you rotten people…

There is an answer, so writhe in agony and let your will to live come out.
Everyone's the same once they sin.

Trivia Edit

  • The Я in this song's title likely means "rotten". It also means "I" in Russian.
  • The lyrics appear to be written from Kyo's view, who has been partially deaf in his left ear since 2000.
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